I let it out, but I'm still not happy.

I let it out, but I only feel relief but not happy. Been thinking alot again. So many inner thoughts and I'm really confuse of my decision. Shd I stay or Shd I go? I need pointers. :(

I had a strange dream last night

All this while, I couldn't really remember my dreams but recently i had a few dreams that stay really long in my mind like until one day. All the dreams were about looking for a clean toilet.. In the dream, it's very hard to look for a clean and comfy toilet just to make my business. Last night dream was really weird. I was like in a airport but right next to it is a hospital where it's connected through a door/entrance. I was then looking for toilet again. I found one, but there was no toilet bowl in it.. then the next one was really dirty and finally had to use one that has poo poo all over. I just couldn't do my business and that make me very frustrated so I went to the other side. Found a decent one clean but when I walk in, there are flowers and a picture of the lady. Then only I realize it's for the deceased. Funny and weird dream and the last part definately woke me up.. Scary at the same time.. I doesn't know what does that means, can someone tell me?