Can't Resist

I told myself not to, but I can't resist. I just must do it. *send a msg in fb*
Failure, Failure and Failure.... I know I am. sigh~!
Going to Cameron today. I hope I can clear my mind and rekindle my emotions. I need a break. I need to break-free from temptation. This has to stop, stop, stop....

I hope I can go through this. 2 yrs ago, I went to cameron and made a decision. I hope this time, I'll make another good decision. No turning back decision, I really hope.

Jetty Sunrise Shoot, Heritage Trail and Bon Odori

A long day today. Woke up at 5am to prepare myself by 6am, fetched Chun Wei and shoot surise in QE II. No sun today so the shoot is not very smooth :(
Hang around the terminal jetty and walk up to Weld Quay, passed the clock tower and to standard chartered bank. Met Toshio there and join them for breakfast. After that continue to Heritage shooting without following Toshio and gang. Sms Willy to let him know we started shooting for Heritage but he's too lazy to meet up. End up only CW and I. We walked pass Phang's house and went in for some shots. CW mentioned about an old pharmacy (Yin Oi Tong) about to be abolish/demolish soon. So we walk + shooting around until we reached the old pharmacy. When I was shooting right infront of the shop, the uncle asked if we would like to shoot inside. Excited and happy at the same time, I asked "Can we?" I was delighted when the uncle replied with "of course". I quickly call for CW and told him the good news. Both of us, so happy went in with glee and started shooting. We spent almost 2 hours plus there. Shooting was fun and also teambuilding. HaHa... After that we decided to go back, so from Church Street, we walk back to QE II's car park.

Bon Odori:
It's been 1 yr. Last year I went with Wayne, but he's not free to entertain me so I went with Kareen this year. As usual, we doesn't have fate. I have been looking around, but I couldn't see him. Same like last year I didn't see him there but get to know that he was there when he posted pictures. Although I doesn't know if he make it this year but he was back in pg last 2 weeks. Will wait for him to post his pictures in his blog to confirm. I didn't really take any picture because I doesn't have a tele-zoom. Met Phang and walked around with him. After that SMS CW and check out where he's standing. When I was there, I saw Jasmon and chat with him. Since can't take photo, so I told CW that I'm going for a walk. While on the way to look for drinks, saw a guy coloured himself in silver and sat down at middle of the Esplanade. Took some photo of him and left. Was squeezing around the food area and that really make my mood down. Anyway for the sake of Kareen, I'm ok with it. Finally go back to where CW was standing, but was surrounded by many people dancing. After that move towards the foodcourt and enjoy the fireworks. Still no sight of him. While waiting for Kareen's friend near the roundabout, I saw Toshio and wanted to call him. Dunno why I go call CW instead. Blur me. *miss him gua*

Teambuilding

My boss told me yesterday that she got things for me to do. I asked her what is it, and she replied. Need to ask one meh? You only can answer Yes or No only. Then I told, need to know what is it also mar. And Bee Lean also help to support me. Hahaha. My manager told me that we got RM 25 USD each for Teambuilding. And asked if I can organize. Of course I told her can.. heheh...But hor, is it written in my forehead that I like to be event organizer? How come everyone (esp Management) in Spares parts, SDC and now IT also asked me to be organizer for this boh boh thing? Last time in SPS, I nearly quarell with Ham on this. Coz everytime also ask me do. But I reject and in the end, he ask Mahen to do. The idea was given by me. But that fella didn't credit me at all. In fact he creditted Nora. Hahaha.... This is life man. Be kay po also no use. But this is the past.

When I was planning for our little teambuilding, Bee Lean was so excited. She has been a little bit demotivated these days. I try so hard to make her happy, but still no go. But planning the teambuilding thing with her makes her really happy. Guess all of us really need this.
So guys, any suggestion for my teambulding ar?

Nippon Yataimura

Today I had lunch at this QBM japanese restaurant with Susan and Ying Li. I had been there a few times. All the while I have stick to the Gekikara ramen with graded of spicyness that come with vege, pork and a tepura prawn. The max i had try is level 3. Which i feel it's spicy enough. The highest grade is 40 but the waitress adviced that the level will only be spicy and will kill the taste of the food. So i brave myself with trying for level 5 of spicyness. As usually the serving is big and I always had a hard time to finish everything. I'm not able to take level 5 because it's way too spicy for me. This level makes me give up without even thinking of finishing.

After lunch, i have tummy discomfort when I was back in the office. So i head straight back after work. I guess my stomach is not able to handle the spicyness. Later today, I could feel like my muscle cramp. Hopefully everything will be ok. This is the last time for level 5. No more next time. :S