Another Hope... GONE~! :(

This second interview in less than 3 months from the first is really pouring cold water to me towards my current company. This interview was very smooth, as I thought. The following day the interviewer called and asked my boss on my availability to join and comment about me. As skeptical it can be, I thought my boss wouldn't write good comment about me but I was all wrong. Both party claims that he wrote good comments and they are really happy he's so supportive. Just a few hours after the phone call, i had a follow up with the interviewer and there she told me she had just take in a perm instead of me. Reason being, it would be faster for the perm to join the team instead of me. Initially I doesn't want to blog bout this but after struggling over a week I decided to do so. Not because of letting go of my anger but is to highlight to those hiring people know this is really not right to do.
What i was upset about was the interviewer approach my boss before deciding to get me in. This has really put me in a very bad situation to break the bad news to my boss and telling him i have to stay because I didn't get the offer. He was also very surprised and the first thing that came out from his mouth was "What happened?? I wrote very good comment about you." Dear boss, I know you did but timing wasn't right. To make myself feel better, I kept telling myself that this is not what God has planned for you. So I have to wait as good things will go to those who can wait.

Drey, if you are reading this, please don't feel bad. It wasn't you that put me in such situation. In fact I should thank you for giving me another hope though it didn't turn out to be something we're looking forward. Drey has been feeling bad and I too feel bad for making her feel that way. Deep inside me, I haven't blame her at all.. I just want to say, I still love you... & Billie too ;-)