I had a strange dream last night

All this while, I couldn't really remember my dreams but recently i had a few dreams that stay really long in my mind like until one day. All the dreams were about looking for a clean toilet.. In the dream, it's very hard to look for a clean and comfy toilet just to make my business. Last night dream was really weird. I was like in a airport but right next to it is a hospital where it's connected through a door/entrance. I was then looking for toilet again. I found one, but there was no toilet bowl in it.. then the next one was really dirty and finally had to use one that has poo poo all over. I just couldn't do my business and that make me very frustrated so I went to the other side. Found a decent one clean but when I walk in, there are flowers and a picture of the lady. Then only I realize it's for the deceased. Funny and weird dream and the last part definately woke me up.. Scary at the same time.. I doesn't know what does that means, can someone tell me?

Restuarant City..

Could you just sit in front of your computer and stare at restaurant city running? What has got into me, feel so bored nowadays. Although a few days ago was abit excited planning for halloween party this coming saturday. I have got the cloth for my cape. Will be going to the tailor today and it will be ready in 2 days. So I can go collect it this friday. Total of making is only RM36. So much cheaper if buying it from Toy R us which will cost me RM 69.95.

Ying Li will check with xm's bro where to get the white paint for the face. I couldn't afford the Mac white eyeshadow. So have to opt for cheaper option. Kareen will lend me the carbon eyeshadow. So this saves me some money too... Thank you Kareen.

She is KO abit today

BL is behaving very weird today. Actually I feel she has been behaving very weird since teambuilding. How come she feels like I have owe her a lifetime,always give me a hard time and treat me like this. Really don't understand la. sigh... really doesn't know how to work la like this. issshhh..... I hate her, I hate her & I hate her very much!!!!!!!!I feel she changes after teambuilding.

After the teambuilding Louis, Susan, YY, Alex and I become closer. We have been eating lunch together for 3 consecutive days. I hope someday EY will join us too. Yes, I think I made it kinda clear that I'm quite close to Susan. I hope he will get the message and will join us someday.

Had dinner with Onu and Hun on wed night. We were supposed to go padini shopping for shoes but turn out we didn't get anything as all those that we wanted was either no stock or out of size. We also did go nichi hoping could get something for Peng's wedding dinner but found nothing. One more month to go. I'm starting my aerobics class next week. Joining Jessy coz she has been persuading me for some time to join her. After sweating from teambuilding, I think I have came to realise exercise is still the best way to slim down.. Gambate-ne~!

Teambuilding - Let's go Green~! (10/11 Oct 2009)

Came back from teambuilding in Cameron Highland yesterday tired and all drained out. It was a happy teambuilding because 1) i'm am one of the committee... that's what I have been dreaming of.. 2) It was really a fun thing and leaves a lot of memories.. especially with my team and also other teams. This is really a very nice experience. I'm really glad that Khang Farn and Mages allow me to join them in organizing it. Of course what happened there is unforgetable. Never regret that I forgo the bukit hijau trip for this teambuilding. I'm glad I made the right decision. lolxxx. *EYeo*

I was really nervous the day before we start our journey. Probably it's because this is the first time I'm a committee and this is involving teams from both penang and cyberjaya. Everyone is looking at this teambuilding. I keep reminding myself on what I have to do and bring. So scare that I'll forget some important things that I'll let the whole team down. We were really under a lot of pressure organizing and planning for this teambuilding. But I'm glad that all that we went through was paid off. Although there are alot of area of improvement but the praises from the managers show us that we had done a good job and if more time were given, we would do better.

Started our journey at 7:45 am which we were 45 mins late. Went to office early to print the word props for the stage. Mages called at 10pm the night before (friday night) to ask me if I got colour papers. They need some props for the stage as it's very bare. Luckily I have a stack of colour papers with me and I had to go office early to print them on the colour papers. The props came out nice.. hahah at least that's what I think so.. :p. After printing the wordings, went out to help tze ling with distributing breakfast and lanyard. The process goes quite smoothly but it was also chaos at the same time. Everyone being so aggresive to get their breakfast and lanyard so that they can go up the bus. In the bus, I was a bit sleepy as I only slept for 1 hour the night before. When we got up to cameron highland the bus driver actually wanted to drop us in Hotel Titiwangsa and I insisted that he is wrong. In the end, he couldn't do much but drop us at villa Dahlia where we were supposed to be. Lunch was served when we reached the apartment. The food doesn't look nice and alot of us eat it just for the sake of filling up our stomach. Everyone complained that the lunch is not worth the money we pay. After Lunch, check in to room and went down to hall for committee meeting. The atmosphere and air was really nice and misty too. Too bad commitee has to stay back for planning on the activities. After that activities starts, and it was fun supervising them. I was taking care of the chicken little team. They were really funny. After the team activity we headed straight to Hotel Titiwangsa for steamboat. Dinner was really nice~! Lantern making was next after dinner at the apartment. They were very creative and made some really nice lanterns. Before the lantern making start, Tze Ling, Poovan, Fanco, Khai Ming and I were outside putting up lantern to create the atmosphere. We get to refresh ourselves while Mages and Siva get the disco light ready... We met up again at 10pm for the prizing ceremony and a performance from the SAS team in Cyberjaya. All committe members had a surprise when one of the director called us out to present a small token of appreciation. It was really sweet of them to think of us and praising us all the way. *blush*

I couldn't really sleep the first night. Hence woked up with a heavy head on sunday morning. My whole body was actually aching. I didn't take any photo on the first day. No team activity on the second day, only sight-seeing and makan. So took abit photo on the second day in cactus valley and rosa pasadena hotel for buffet lunch. After then we headed to Kea Farm for vege shopping and head straight back to penang. Although a short trip, but I really enjoy it. Looking forward to another teambuilding with the penangites. =)

Ear infection for Me & Mika

Went to in house clinic yesterday due to itchiness and acute pain in the right ear. Didn't realize that my ear was infected until the doctor informed. Doctor was really surprise when she checked my ear. I didn't ask why must be quite serious. Gave me some ear drop but i don't like it... After putting the ear drop, seems to make it worst. Not sure if it's getting worst but I don't feel comfortable at all. After work I rush back to pick up Mika to see the vet. She also has ear infection with a smelly ear. The vet clean her ear and put in medicine and also gave her a jab. She didn't struggle and even show she is scare when the jab was given to her.. She has been a good dog.

Willy called and informed that he'll try to ask around for replacement to the bukit hijau trip. Rachel told him that I wanted to find replacement as teambuilding clash with the trip. Anyway I have decided to join the teambuilding even if I can't find any replacement. Bcoz of the email that Ah jin wrote. I'm abit unhappy over his language. Anyway I have informed Mages that I'm going for the teambuilding after all been planning so hard for this. I have been dreaming of being a committee and also marshall to organize the team events. I'm getting my dream come true. lolxx..

Bad Day, Bad Girl

I have been a very bad girl today. My mood is extremely bad and I have hurt someone close. I thought I can let go of him, but each time after quarell, I feel bad and I so want to say sorry for hurting him. Today I pour out to him and hoping that he'll understand how I feel. Turns out like the opposite because he feels that I'm not taking care of his feelings too. Why is it so hard for 2 person to be together?? Have I been demanding these years? Am I too selfish that I need him to satisfy all my needs?

Recently I can hardly control my emotion. I get angry easily and it's hurting me so much that I'm treating myself this way. I need more love, love & love......

My idol is back to penang.. :D & :(

When i was back from lunch on monday, I saw him going out for lunch. On leave for 1 week, doesn't know when he came back. But I was happy and at the same time sad to see him on monday. He lost weight again. Right now, got to know that he already sold off his camera -D300. Dunno if I can still take him as my role model. Saw his blog, regardless of what camera he use, I really likes his angles when taking photo. banyak got the feel. So I think he'll still be my idol. And his coolness... yea.. my idol.. *yeng* Anyway hope that he'll pick up photography again. *TC*

*updates on 6th Oct - Idol got himself a new camera.. a more geng 1, but i doesn't know which model :( *

After back from 1 week leave, I really doesn't have the mood to continue working. I was being very reserve and not mixing around. Just keeping quiet most of the time until Bee Lean also ask me why am I so quiet. Ya, wanna leave but not because of the job. Hoping to find a better place with more money. So short of money recently. So many commitments yet so little salary to get through each months. Doesn't want to have the feeling of moneyless. Been through it once, don't like it. Waiting patiencely for God to work out a way for me.