I'm jz so plain stupid to believe that friendship still exist!!

The battle that I've been fighting for the last few months. I hv told myself to let go. But I can't. The more I see her I felt the faker she has become. I doesn't know if I can continue longer in this position, until the day I get to leave. I can't take it anymore becoz i really run out of patience. Today's horrorscope, was so right. They say that I'll have mi or disturbance and that I might need to takes some time off to relax. I jz hope that I can just let go... She is no longer worth all the cell that I have killed the whole morning!!!