Pressure causes Stress.. now stressed.. I hope

I think i'm being very sensitive this few days. Funny thing is that i feel pressure recently.. Doesn't know exactly what is causing this pressure. So hard to differenciate my emotions. I'm over dose with the feeling of scare. Scare of what, I also dunno. There's just this little noise that is bothering me. aiikkss... i doesn't want it.. please go away pressure and i can't wait to welcome pleasure.. :D

Haven't been holding my camera for almost one month. the last time was peng's wedding. The wedding photo mia didn't turn out nice. I guess it's time to get a new lens.. Shd i get a flash too? Current kit lens that I have gives me alot of limitation... sigh...